people are stupid.

okayokayokayokayokay.

okay.

i need to face facts.

i'm a bit (okay, FINE MORE THAN JUST A BIT) clingy and annoying.

i just... sigh. it sounds so silly, but get this: i got upset by the fact that when vin comes back from melbourne with christian, i might have to wait an extra day to see them due to him being an idiot and forgetting to book tickets earlier so they can only arrive on the day that i was supposed to see them

just.

ARG.

WHY AM I LIKE THIS.

WHY WHY WHY WHY EHY WHYIWHRKJDGHLDGAG WHY.

okay fine i kinda get why: i miss him a lot. like a fuck load. but it's still disconcerting just how upset i got when i heard that news. well, it's not like anyone who reads this (see: ONE PERSON) even really cares about anything i say on this matter, but it's just so... stupid.

so so so so so so stupid.

ARG.