people are stupid.

so i've realised that i've been happy recently. which is good and wonderful and great. and i realise that partially, it's because i don't have uni during the break and partially because things which made me upset and sad no longer talk to me often/don't give me trouble anymore/aren't ever going to get me down ever again so bless that and thank fuck.

i've also realised that being depressed/sad/afraid/angry takes too much energy. energy which i could be spending doing things with my friends or playing video games or conserving during sleep.

it's nice to be happy. i should keep a tally or something of how many days it's been since i was sad and not because of tv shows or books or movies lol.